"I wish she was still here." "So do I, but face it. You can live with out her, just not very easily maybe." "Yeah I know dad, I just...I don't know but you can leave now." "Okay darlin." He walked out of the room with his head straight down but a small smile, Jay entered the room with a sad face, "Who is Cassie, Liza?" I closed my eyes and told him to come here, "Cassie,..." "Come on ti's okay you can tell me Lisa." "But I'm not sure if I really want to I mean we have kept it  a secet fro so long I just don't know if I can do it."  "Okay then, well you can just tel me when you want, I guess I'll just leave you alone now...Lisa." "Okay, I get it, you want to know the Dunkins' big secret so you're being all nice so I'll trust you and tell you well guess what that's not gonna happen Jay!"  "No! No that's not what I'm doing just please Lisa!" "Get out!" Jay ran out of the room. I knew it was wrong for me to think that but I didn't know how else to keep our secret safe, from any one. Especially boys that wanted in on the secret but then just found out it wasn't very important tot ehm so they leave, well I'm not that stupid I don't care what kind of boy he is he just can't be trusted! You can almost smell the evil in him, oh my gosh...I'm totally posessign myself ino thinking that every one around me is evil! Oh no I need ot get a grip on  myself and my actions. While keeping the Cassie secret safe from any one who dares to!- See what I mean? "Dad? What are we having for dinner?" "Um, what'd you make us?" Oh um it's your night to cook dad." "No, I cooked last night, remember?" "Oh! Then hang on for a moment and I'll make some noodles kay dad?" "Yeah."  Jay was sitting at the table playing with his fork, "Jay, come over here and be a gentle man." "Um?" Okay?" "Now Jay get em the noodles." He still had not the slitest idea of what I was doing so i kept at it. "Why can't you get them your self they are right next to you." "Are you or are you not a gentle man?" "Okay here." He rolled his eyes tryign to understand why I was beong such a prep. "Why am I doign this?" I ran up to his ear and whispered, "Cause you love me." When I took a step back he was smiling but not movign at all, "Excuse me? Go get the salt, duh?" "Oh uh yes ma'am." Our dads sat at the table watching us and Jay running to and fro fetching me things I would need. I could see them talking to each other as quietly as they could watching us with every step we took. Finally ywhen ht esoop was done we all sat down, Mike by my dad, dad by Jay and Jay by me. "Sooo, how did we do?" "You guys did fine." Jay ate all of his soup and then ran up into my room. "Um hey, I'm gonna go upstairs....Night!" When I reacched my room Jay was layign under my bed in his pajamas singing "Who Knew." "Hey Lisa do yu wanna sing the song with me?" "Sure Jay." "They walked down the road holdin hand and hand till that moon came up and tore em apart who knew she didn't know x2, She thought about the times he told he loved er he loved er and she'd never be replaced. But now every time shj elooks at the picture she says who knew we'd  end tonight? Oh who knoew I'd be here in a fight x2. Next day she saw him holdin hands with er best friend, he gave er a smile like he didn't know what he did. Who knew she'd regret, who knew she had  a fret? She ran home to er mommy sayin oh it's all over! It tore us apart , I never knew he'd take it this far! There was a knock on the door and a face in the window, she opened the doo rto the boya s he said. Who knew, I'd be here tonight, who knew I'd put up a fight, oh who knew I'd be here beggin for you back? Well I didn't till tonightx2. She looks at him and trys to say no it's all over agian(and agian and agian) But instead she ran to him. Now every night they dream of the time they walked together...hand and hand." I smiled at Jay as he lead closer to me...Write more later bye