At dinner she came out and sat down to eat, she said nothing. Only stared at Charlie. When she was done eating she walked over and started touching Charlie's ears. "I can pierce them." She said looking at me very maturely. I said sure as she ran to her room and came back wiht a needle. She held an ice cube to Charlie's ear and then fastly took out her arm and oushed the needle through and out before you could blink your eyes. I looked at Charlie and she had two tiny black roses in her ears. I smiled and then hugged Phonix and smiled at her. "It's okay if you call me mom honey, I will love you like you were mine." She smiled and then hugged me back. Ron was standing behind us, smiling to himself. Thinking how wonderful it would be to have two daughters. Phonix ran over to Ron and latches on to his leg, she looked up and smiled at him. Her bright white teeth were perfectly in line. No flaw what so ever, I wish I looked like Phonix. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen in my whole entire life. Charlie and her should get along, fairly well... "So mom, how old is Charlie?" Ron looked at me confused as I said, "Well um, shes only a few days." Ron shook his head and looked at Phonix. "She is about two years old." She tilted her head back as if to say "oh." I laughed and changed Charlie's clothes. In the next year Charlie was up to 12 years of age. "Ron, when will she stop growing like this?!" He told me that she should gorw normal now. And I was glad she stopped at Phonix's age. We found out that both of them were born ont eh same day, but different years. One night Phonix came up to me with Charlie behind her. "Mom, do you think my real mom loved me?" I shook my head and said, "Oh yes, yes darling! Your mother was so very loving! I don't think she knew you very well and she sent you off because she knew if she didn't the council would come and get you." She shook her head and said okay. I looked at Charlie. She was adorable. Her hair was that perfect golden red color that shoen int eh sun light and her eyes were the perfect shade of green. They were so dark they shone too, and her cheeks. The were red all the time, and her eye lashed were black and long as could be! She was skinny and shaped just perfectly, but still. I'm sorry to say btu not as beautiful as Phonix, but she was getting there. I loved both of them teh same ammount and they loved each other so much. Charlie was pretty tall, but shorter then Phonix by an inch or two. Charlie was tan, but pale at the same time. She had the perfect hands, tall and long but fat her body perfectly. Me? I was tall skinny, and-I'm just going to let Ron tell you. Hi, hello. She is tall, perfect and skinny. Her hair falls right under the back of her knees and its a light pink. Her eyes are black but when she goes all vampire they turn red. Her human form her bpdy stays the same but her hair changes. It turns dark brown near to black and is slightly wavy. And her eye were a rich brown, like chocolate I want to say. So now you know what I look like,-

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Soon enough he got the idea and stopped smiling and then looked donw at the ground. The doctor came in adn had a chart in his hand. "Doctor. What is happening to me?" He hummed to himself and then said. "Well, you are having flashbacks about your human life. And you fidn them so horrible that you-" "You mena to say, I really did all those horrible things when I was human?!" He nodded his head and then walked out of the room. Ron could see I was in shock and he came over to me. "It's going to be alright Pho." He said, "But no, no it won't be! I was such a spoiled brat when I was a human. And I just kind of disapeared from my family after they made me a vampire! I have to find them and tell them that I am alright." He cocked his head and then said in a deep and weak voice, "Well, now that we have- you are a little bti shape shifter now. So go back to your human form and then find your family. I'll go with you." I nodded my head and ripped out my IV. We check out of the hospital and then ran for my human home. Once we found it I knocked on the door and took my human form. A woman opened the door and screamed-"She's back! My baby girl isback! After four years you're back!" She hugged me and then saw Ron as the rest of the family rushed out. I looked at her cinfused and then said, "So, how old am I?" She laughed and said twenty, then she asked who Ron was and who's baby that was. "This man, his name is Ron. He is my husband. And this little baby girl is my daughter, Charlie." She got pale and then looked like she was going to pass out. Then a boy walked up to teh door. He got wide eyed and then yelled. "Phoebe!" He ran over and squeezed me tight. "Hi, Max." I said to him. I could hear him crying, I told him I loved him and the rest of the family then said I had to go. But after I turned around I remembered, "Hey, where's that older boy." The family looked at me and then said. "Why, he got married to his high school sweet heart and thye live in France." I tipped back my head and headed off with Ron. They shouted I love you to me and I yelled back. Ron looked at me in an unhappy way. "What?" He rolled his eyes and then said. "So you tell them hello and then just leave?" I shok my head and rushed back. I told them my whole story, and they believed me. "So now, I'm going to put a spell on you so you will forget I ever exsisted." The all said okay and then began to cry. As I did the spell they waved good bye and hugged each other. When it was over they asked who I was, I said no one and then ran to Ron. He saw the tears in my eyes and then hugged me trying to comfort me. Then I took my vampire form. When they went inside we ran to our home. Within moment we were at home feeding Charlie her bottle and making dinner. Ron fell aslee in the chair and woke up when I told him dinner was ready. He got up, ate, and went back to bed. Only this time he was asleep in the bed. I stayed up, wondering why God gave me this life. At least why he gave me the bad ones. I loved Charlie and I loved Ron. All the sudden for the first time ever I heard Charlie cry. I ran to the hallway just as Ron was runnign into her room. I pushed him out of the way but he pulled me back saying. "She's changing Pho. We can't do anything." She began getting bigger and then stopped. I picked her up and held her. She was heavier and more beautiful. I didn't understand why she had to grow like that but I guess it's just part of her life. "Now Pho once she gets older her powers wil kick in." I nodded my head not really caring an then going into our room and laying down. Ron talked about nonsense for a while then fell asleep. Soon after I fell asleep too. When I woke up it was almost 2 in the morning. I got up and moved to the couch. I turned on the TV and saw that a kid anpper was out grabbing randome children. I ran to Charlie's room and grabbed her. I held her safe in my arms rockign her back and forth.Singing to her, making sure she was safe and no one could take her. Soon enough I got tired and then went in my room with Charlie. I told Ron what was happening and he said okay and went back to sleep. I guess he was really tired because he loved Charlie. Then he reached up and took her. He held her tight in his arms and placed her on his chest wiht his arms still around her. I knew wiht Ron that she would be safe, so I went to bed and fell asleep. In the morning Charlie was there, but not on Ron. Now she was imbetween the both of us and was talking to herself in baby talk. I left her alone and then woke up Ron. "Ron, look at her." He woke up and looked at her, he laughed and then picked her up and kissed her nose. They went inot the kitchen to make breakfast. And then there was agia another knock on the door. I opened the door to see a little girl maybe 11 years old. She was in all black and looked just like Charlie only younger. I missed Charlie, the old Charlie that helped me wiht every thing. Then she said, "Hi, um. I'm the daughter of Charlie. She sent me here when I was 2 but the address kept changing." I covered my mouth and laughed. "Yeah, your mom was just like a mom to me. And you look just like her, btu even more beautiful." She smiled and then said, "Oh, my name is Phonix. Fee-nix." She told me how oddly her name was spelled as I welcomed her in. "So, do I have a room or am I living ont he couch?" I laughed and grabbed her hand and lead her to her new room. Her eyes light up wiht delight and then she smiled. She was beautiful, she reminded me of Charlie. She laughed the same, she had the same voice. Her voice was rich and scratchy. But I loved it. Her eyes were dark brown like chocolate and her hair was the same shade and was frizzy. Charlie and Phonix's hair reminded me of a woman in Harry Potter that killed somethign Black. If someone saw Charlie they would think she was that woman. But Phonix was more sweet looking. Her hair was long and had one pony tail in the back. It wasn't really a pony tail but it had the sides of her hair pulled back and her hair was so long that you couldn't tell the differnce unless you saw the blue band. When Ron saw her he hugged her and told her welcome to the family. I loved hwo sweet Ron was, I smiled at him and then looked at Charlie. Ron handed her to Phonix. She looked worried at first then said, "She's beautiful guys." We thanked her and the ate lunch. I was fine wiht Phonix beign here and it seemed like Ron was too. I think Ron was happy to have another child. But I could tell he was a little worried about raising her. We all went to bed late at night, Phonix slept pretty well and Charlie was fine in her own room. When we woke up I told Phonix to come wiht me. "Do you want me to do your hair?" She nodded her head and smiled really big. I dragged her into the bathroom and then took out the comb, hair brush, and the straightener. I first wet donw her hair then combed it. I ran the straightener throught it and after one time it was straight as a piece of paper. I began to love her, very much. When I was done she smiled at it and couldn't stop looking at it in the mirror. Shr loved the way I out a braid as her back pony tail. Her hair was tot eh back of her knees, and I loved all of her. Not on thign was wrong wiht her. I took out some black clothes for her and she chose which ones to wear. When she came out she had on a black and white shirt that had stripes and black leggings with a frizzy blach skirt and a pair of black convers. "I love it!" I told her as she spun around. She smiled at me and then said-"I love it too mom!" Then her face went cold, she looked startled like I might be mad and hten she ran into her room.

I looked around confused for a moment and had the smallest bit of sadness lingering over me from thinking about how much I loved Peter and now I hate him. It didn't seem proper to me at all. And that made me think to myself. "Is Ron going to turn out just like Peter? I do mean, after all I thought Peter was just the best thing in my world. But then he went mad..." "Pho, what's wrong?" I shook my head as if to clear my thoughts and then tried to smile and said "Nothing." He looked at me for a moment knowing I wasn't telling him every thign then he went back to Charlie whom was looking more like him and I by the hour. He seemed to love the fact that he was now her real and true father. I didn't feel comfortable knowing that I was a mother and not a virgine anymore. It startled me because not in my whole life time had I been on teh dirty side. I still wasn't!  "Pho, do you think you will ever love Peter agian?" I shook my head vishiously and had wide eyes. He smiled and looked a little happier then before. I put my head close to his and read his thoughts. "Pho, do you think in a couple more years or whenever we will have more children?" He was saying this to himself until he found out I was listening by sending my thoughts back to him, "No. Not for a couple more years. Maybe not even then. It may be twenty years from now Ron." He jerked back his head so that I couldn't read his thoughts anymore and then grabbed a bottle and fed Charlie. "Ron, is she human?" He put his face on hers and breathed in. "Nah." He said while he shook his head. I looked at him in the way that made him tell me what she was and he said. "She's 60% shape shifter, 10% vampire, 20%..." He stopped and looked away. He didn't want to tell me the rest I guess. "Ron, tell me. I deserve to know." He nodded his head slowly and then said. "20% Earth, and 5% mob, and 5% witch." By Earth he meant like mother nature lover. She has to be outside alot in order to stay alive. And mob, that's what Peter was. It made me want to throw up to think about her being mob. I heard a loud knocking ont eh door and went to get it. Peter stood there and pushed me out of the way. "Let me see her." Ron held her close but let him see. His face turned red once he saw that she looked like Ron. He huffed and then slammed the door. Ron was looking at her and talking to himself. I made my way to them and heard him say the last words of the spell and then loom at me sharply. "What, did you just do?" I said lookign at him in a scared sort of way. He hestitated to answer and then said, "I took the mob out of her." I snatched her from his arms and then said rather ludly "Do you know that you could've killed our baby Ron?!" He didn't do anythign wiht his head except for rolling it in circles. I went in her bed room and laied her in her crib after rocking her to sleep. Then as I was walking down the hall(2 ft away from her room, literally!!!) And noticed Ron looking at me in a poor in a way that made me wan to forgive him. But I rolled my eyes and walked in our room. I could tell he was at the door way gettign ready to tell me sorry. So I made it easy for him. "I'm-" I began and then giving him the hand gesters for him to say the rest. "...Sorry." He said in a weak voice.  When he saw me smile he smiled too and then made his way tot eh bed and lied down next to me. He smiled at me and then kissed my nose. I smiled back at him and then rolled over on my other side. I closed my eyes and I felt him tuck himself in to the covers. He whispered goodnight but for some reason I didn't respond to him. I guess it was because a part of me wanted to sleep till the morning and the other part of me was confused about Peter and how he could ever do that horrible thing to me. It was scary to think about it sometimes, how deeply inlove I was with him for such a long time. And now, I was falling in even more deep love wiht his twin brother. It makes me think, "So, what if  Ron does the same thing. I mean, they are twins aren't they? And twins do turn out to be the same in lots of cases. Like that one time with the Smith boys. When I was a little girl I-" I fell alseep and dreamed abotu a girl at teh top of a stair case, she looked like the old me. She was yelling at a young boy that was holding I guess her bra. He fell down the stairs. Then there was an older boy walkign out to his car. A girl in all blackish colors was in the passesnger seat. She was pretty, very pretty. This dream went on, it was almost a whole day of things that happened. The end of the dream ended with doctors int eh emergancy room gathering all sorts of scary metal things. Then I noticed I was looking out from her eyes. Her eye lids closed slowly, but I caught a glimps of the doctors cuttign her stomach in half with a pair of scissors. Blood rushed out of her body. Then I woke up, falling out of the bed I ran to the resteroom. I heard Ron jump up and run after me. I kneeled over the toilet and began puking. Ron knocked on teh door with the end of his knuckles. He yelled into the door. "Babe, you alright?" I tried to answer but couldn't. He opened the door and pulled my hair back into a pony tail and rubbed my back saying. "It's alright." And then, that moment I knew he loved me. Ron really loved me. When it was over he rushed to the kitchen to get a cup and filled it wiht water. He handed it to me and then asked once agian. "Are you okay?" I nodded my head and then coughed a little more. He sat there the whole time holding me, making sure I was alright. Then wiht one weak voice I said. "Ron, when are we getting married?" He looked at me in shock and then took me seriously. "Well um, as soon as possible I guess." Then he gave me a little smile. I looked at him, looked at his eyes. They shone and sparkled in the light, slowly I found us both leaning closer to each others faces. Then with one more fraction of a cenimeter I pushed his face away. "I'm sick. I don't want you gettign sick too." He nodded his head looking a little disapointed, then whipped his nose and turned his head tryign to avoid embaressment. I laughed as he did so, he looked at me inncoently and then said "What?" As he looked around I laughed some more. Then, everything went black and I woke up early in teh morning in bed with Ron kneeling ont he floor beside me in bed. He had his head down and was sleeping. I got close to his face and then whispered "Ron, I'm awake." He shook his head and opened his eyes as he lifted his head. He looked at me and then smiled really big. I loved the way he smiled, it was so cute. The way his white teeth gleamed and the demples that apeared on his face. He kissed my forehead for a long time then I asked, "What happened last night?" He looked down and then said, "You passed out after puking for a while. You had a panic attack Pho. You laughed and you were frightened. And you passed out." I laughed and then said. "What is so bad about that?" He looked down and then said. "You pucked up a half of your heart. It can kill you." I shook my head and then ran for the books. "No, no. See! It says here that I don't need my heart." He ste down the book then held my hands. "Phoebe, that was writeen over 700,000 years ago." I began to cry and then once agian blacked out. When I woke up I heard crying. And when I opened my eyes I saw Ron holding Charlie. We were in a hospital and Ron looked at me and said. "They got me to collect all the pieces of your heart. I repeat- all of them. Even the ones in your old home. And then they cut open your chest and put it back in there!" He was smiling because he knew I was unhappy and he wanted me to smile at least but I was no where near happy at teh moment.

He must've seen the shock in my eyes because he asked me what was wrong. "Um, nothing." Then I smiled tryign to hide it. He shook his head and said, "No, not nothing I can smell it Pho. What is the matter?" I looked around and said under my breath, "I'm falling inlove with you..." He heard me and wrapped his arm around me. "Pho, I've been inlove with you since the second Peter told me about you." He leaned over and kissed me. When he stood back up he rushed over to Charlie. She hadn't cried yet  so Ron must've been keeping her preocupied. I fell asleep in the chair and then woke up late, late at night. Ron was sitting in teh other chair that was clostest to me. When he saw I was awake he rubbed his hand across my face lightly then asked if I felt okay. I shook my head to tell him no I feel horrible but I onyl shook my head, no words came out. He asked if he could get me anything or if he could even help me. I had to think about that one for a moment..."I want-"  But I then stopped, I was almost certain I wanted Peter but I changed my words after relizing I did not want him. "You." Ron laughed and picked me up and carried me to the couch. He set me down then he sat donw next to me. He looked at me then placed hsi forehead right on mine. He closed his eyes and tried to send me a message in his head. The words I love you appeared in my head sounding just like Ron. I shut my eyes too and tried to send him the same message. It must've worked because Ron had a smile on his face and put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me close to him. After we both got really tired we went to "our" room. "We" had a king sized bed and it looked very comfy to me. I lied down and covered myself in the covers. I felt Ron climb into the bed after me getting closer to me by teh minute. When I woke up he was right behind me. I crawled out fo bed, btu he woke up. I was surprised that Charlie hadn't waken up yet. Getting curiouse I walked inot her room, I saw a lump in teh covers then began to walk out of the room. But the lump wasn't moving up and down like it was breathing. Infact teh lump was deflating! I ripped off the covers and saw that Charlei was gone. "Ron! Charlie! She's gone!" "What!" Ron ran into teh room and at once he knew who took her. "His smell, it lingers here." I looked around "Who?" He shook his head and repsonded. "My brother." I shook my head nto beliving that Peter would ever do that. "No, no that's not possible!" He saw us sleeping so close in the bed and he lost it. He thought you were his girl. But he's a cheater Pho. He has twenty four wives and around six hundered children." Tears filled my eyes once agian and I couldn't breathe. Then, I became very hot, my face turned red and I grew furiouse. "No, that is my baby!" Ron saw how angry I was and backed away from me. He grabbed my arm and then said. "Pho, I'm gonna go get him." Then without another word he flashed out of the door and into the woods smellign Peter's tracks. Late that night once I had settled down I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and saw Ron. "Oh Ron you're alright!" I cried and kissed hsi face many times. But he wasn't the same. He looked very angry and did not have Charlie. Then I saw a black figure racing twords the cottage and then jumping ontop of Ron. "Peter?!" The twin ontop of twin #1 said, "No! I'm Ron. The one I'm sitting on is Peter! Charlie is in my back pack on my back Pho." Peter growled and then tried to bite Ron. "Get off of me you ugly fool!" I bent down and slapped Peter for sayign that. "How dare you say that to my husband!" Peter's face turned red wiht anger after he heard me say "my husband." He tossed and turned tryign to get out of Ron's grip. "What ever happened to me sweet heart!" Peter yelled between hsi teeth. "You Peter, are a filthy cheater that left me for nearly two years!" Ron punched the back of his neck and knocked him out cold. Then he picked Peter up and slammed him agianst the door frame. He grabbed him byt eh neck and threw him far far away. "That jerk." He whispered under hsi breath. Then he looked at me and saw that I had begun to cry from all teh fighting. He wrapped his arms around me and then held me tight. "Don't cry Pho. It was only a little fight." I shook my head and said rather loudly "And it was all because of me Ron!" He shook hsi head and shushed me. No one has ever made me feel as godd as I felt wiht Ron. I whispered in his ear, "Ron, you are the one..." I shut my eyes and felt his brush my face wiht the back of his hand agian. He was whispering somethign in my ear but I couldn't hear him. He kissed my cheek and took Charlie out of his bag. "Here's your baby." I smiled and then looked at him, "Oh, well she's not mine. She is OUR baby Ron." After I sadi that she began to change that moment. Her hair turned a golden red color like Ron's and her eyes got greener. She got Ron's ears and the rest pretty much stayed the same. "Ron, what just happened to her?" He smiled and in an excited voice said. "Don't you see Pho! Now, I'm her real and true father. She has my genes and everything!" I smiled and thought to myself, "Oh my gosh. This is Ron's true and real baby! That means the old hag never put that spell on me. I'm...I'm not a virgine any more! Well that kinda stinks..." I asked Ron what I was thinking and he said yes, the hag never came along. I find it so very shockign and odd how int eh mythical world every thign can change and nothign works right...

He then stopped and turned to look at me. He saw the tears in my eyes and walked back to me. "All, I want. Is Peter, the real one." He wrapped his arm around me and said, "I'll bring him back to you Phoebe." Then ran away. I wrapped my arms around me like I was cold and slowly began to weep. I heard someone run up behind me but I didn't bother to turn around. They put their hands on my shoulders then said, "It's alright child." The voice didn't belong to anyone I knew. I turned and saw a woman, she looked human. She smiled then asked what was the matter with me. "My Peter, I want him." She smiled and said, "Well, do you like childeren?" I smiled at the thought of them and nodded my head rapidly. "Then...So be it!" She pointed at my stomach and said a spell involving the words, "May the virgine become a mother." Then she disaperaed. I touched my stomach, it was cold. I looked around and ran to the lair. "Charlie! Charlie!" Charlie sat up from the couch and looked at me. "This woman, she appeared out of nowhere and asked me if I liked childeren. I said yes then she pointed ot my stomach and said something about a virgine becoming a mother!" Charlie got wide eyed and pale. She held her stomach and looked like she was going to puke. "Phoebe, you're going to be a mother in a while." When I heard this it frightened me in a way. But at teh same time it made me smile. I was worried and happy at teh same time. "But, a baby can't live in this lair!" Charlie shook her head and responded. "I know, we will have to find another place to live. Away from here Phoebe." I nodded my head but soon remembered that Peter was suppose to meet me here. "No, Charlie. Peter is coming back. We can't leave." Charlie rolled her eyes and said, "Child! Peter does not matter right now. I need to help you move all of our supplies to another place because tomorrow I'll be dead!" I nodded my head trying to agree with her and packed our stuff. She pulled out a spell book and said a spell. Then in the next second we were in a whole different place. The sun was shinining and it was as warm as could be. "Here, I want to have my baby here Charlie." I pointed to a meadow of daisies and she nodded her head. She snapped her fingers after reading and spell and a little cottage apeared out of nowhere. I smiled and ran inside, all of our things were right where we wanted them and we didn't ahve any work to do. "Charlie, I won't be able to raise this baby alone." She looked down and then said, "I know dearie, btu you've got to try." I shook my head and said, "I'm too young to do this Charlie, you've got to help me. When the baby's born...what if I can't take care of it and it dies?" Charlie sat down next to me on the couch and put her hand on my shoudler. "Dearie, there is nothign to worry about. We will find someone to help you. Don't worry." After dark Charlie and I fell asleep, but then in three o'clock in the morning I woke up to the sound of someone gasping for air. I ran to the living room and found Charlie dieing on the couch. I ran over to her and rested my hand on her stomach. "Charlie, no please don't die. Don't do this to me!" She stopped gasping and looked at me. "Dearie, promise me one thing." "Yes, yes anything Charlie." "Don't try to save me." I started to cry then nodded my head and sat back. "One more thing," she said as I nodded "Don't get rid of the baby, keep it...she'll be beautiful Pho..." She cut off. She died right there and then. I prayed over her grave then set off for someone to share my home with. But first, I had to eat. There was a knock on my door and then a sound  of someone whispering for me to hurry up and answer teh da*n door. I threw it open to see the fake Peter then asked what he thought he wanted. "Well, I've found the real Peter. And now that I've found you I need to get him to come here instead of the old place I saw you-" He looked down at my stomach. "You're pregnate?!" He said with alot of surprise. "Yeah, some old hag put a spell on me yesterday." He shook his head and said "You know you need a father right? Or else." I nooded my head then relized he said or else. "Or else what?" "Well, they will take her away and kill her." My eyes got wide and I got scared. "Well, hwo do you know it is going to be a girl fake Peter?"  He rolled his eyes and said in a silly voice wiht a smile. "I can smell her silly.""Oh... Will she be beautiful?" He got wide eyed and shook his head yes then said "Very much so!" I smiled then asked him to stay with me until Peter came so that they wouldn't be able to take my baby. He nodded hsi head in agreement then sat down on teh couch. He smiled at me. Then I asked him, "Are you and Peter twins?" He nodded his head and said, "Yes, but we don't have the same blood. I was born as a shape shifter and he was just a regular human." I tipped bacl my head to show that I was listening then placed my hands on my stomach. "So, hwo long will it take for her to be born?" "She'll be born on Friday. Int eh afternoon." I got wide eyed then responded. "But Friday is in four days!" He shook his head and then closed his eyes. "So, are you a vampire too?" He nodded hsi head and then said, "Mainly. I am 50% vampire and 50% shape shifter. I'm an ugly mutt." He shook his head nad rolled his eyes. "Oh no, no! I don't think you are ugly at all! And no, you're not a mutt at all!" He smiled a little and said. "Oh, by the way. My name is Ron." I nodded my head and sadi it to myself.
Soon enough it was Thursday, I was big as a bubble and ready to pop! Ron helped me alot durign the week before she was born. I needed Peter to coem though because, what ever man is there when you give birth to teh child. Becomes his or her father. "Ugh, Ron when will Peter be here. He has to be the father of my child!" Ron shrugged his shoulders then told me that Peter should've been here logn ago. Then, it was Friday. About an hour till the afternoon. Ron didn't look the least bit worried. But me, I was ready to run out of the house and jump off a cliff. "Ron, my baby is going to be born in an hour. When she's born, Peter's not going to be there is he?" Ron looked donw then shook his head and said, "Probably not Phoebe." I looked down in worry then asked him. "Ron, so. You're going to be her father right?" He shook his head and said, "And I'll raise her like my own." I smiled and nodded. Then, it was one minute from the afternoon. I began to worry as the sharp pains in my back got worse and worse by the  minute. Ron was sittign right next to me, holding my hand. He was ready. "Ron, have you done this before?" He shook his head and said no. Then the last thign I could remember was screaming, then blacking out. When I woke up Ron was holding a bundle of pink blaket and lookign at it liek it was the light of his world. When he saw I was awake he ran over to me and dumped the bundle in my arms and looked at me very excitignly. I smiled then looked down in the blanket. I was stunned by how beautiful she was. She had black hair, dark dark brown eyes and my nose. Ron looked very proud to have a baby legally now. He knew it was now "our" baby. Ron was its legal father. Then a knock cam eon teh door. Ron rushed over and welcomed soemone in. A woman pulled out soem papers and asked us to read them and fill them out. "Um, Phoebe. What si her full name?" I looked at her and smiled and said. "Charlie Maire Nickles." He wrote it all down then said, "Am I takign your last name or are you taking mine?" I looked around then said mine. He wrote that down on the paper too. The woman looked at Ron then said, "Now, are you teh baby's father?" He nodded his head then wrote down his name on the father slot. When she left he said. "Well, I guess Peter will be jealouse that I married his old girlfriend. I looked up and said to him, "What are you talking about? We aren't married!" He looked at me like I was crazy then said, "Did you not hear every thign I said to you after I told you that she would be taken away if she didn't ahve a father?" I shook my head then sat down. "Well, now I'm a wife." He shook his head and bottle fed Charlie. I guess Ron would be a great father. I mean, he does love her. I smiled as he made faces at her and tickled her, he acted like she was his own. Just like he said he would, maybe to him she really is his child. He looked up at me and smiled, he was havign so much fun with her so far. Then, he pulled a ring out of his pocket and slid it on my left ring finger. It shocked me at how okay he was with all of this. And yeah, it would take some time to get over Peter agian but, not I'm married to his twin brother that is probably the sweetest man I've ever met. " Oh my gosh, I'm falling inlove with Ron!"

"Yeah, that's me." He smirked then asked to come in. As I let him in I grew angry at him. "You left me, for nearly two years Peter. And now you've coem back?!?!" He looked around then answered, "Well, I did want to come back but. I just couldn't find my way back." I begant o smiel btu then rememmbered, "Vampires can always fidn their way back, they ahve awesome noses. So I suggest you tell the truth from now on or I'll kill you, got it young one?" Charlie looked up at me in a crazy way because I was makign myself seem alot smarter then what I really am. He looked scared as he looked for an excuse, I really don't think he wanted to me kill him. "Well, Phoebe. I'm sorry but, I found some other women. But non, non at all where as great as you. The whole time I was goen all I thought about was you. And you only, no one else." I shut my eyes tryign not to jump in his arms and forgive him. When I opened them back up he was starring at me and giving me an odd look. "Are, are you okay Phoebe?" He reached out to comfort me but I jerked away and began to cry. "I want to forgive you but, I'm just not use to you leavign liek that. And I still have to think about how many times you left me before you left me for a whole year!!! I'm just not quite sure I even want you back Peter." He covered hsi face then removed his hands. "Phoebe, I love you!!!" Then, something struck me odd. "Peter, you're not Peter. You liar! You aren't the real Peter! I can look in your eyes and just tell it's not you!" He nodded hsi head and agreed wiht me. "You're right. I'm nto Peter, but he sent me out here to see if you really loved him or not." I smiled then said, "But wait, if he's not here. And you're not him. Then, who or what are you?" He looked around then ran out of teh place, I ran after him screamign. "I want my Peter!" gtg ppl byee

Can't sleep, I have been waiting forever for him to come back. Each day gets harder and harder knowing the longer he is gone the more likely he is to be wiht someone else. All the crying during the day and sleeping all curled up wiht his picrture wrapped in my arms. The nervouse break donws each and every day. The heartache that you get that is makign you sicker then the worse case of the flu. Sittign there washign the dishes then looking out at the sunrise/sunset and nto seeing his figure walkign twords me. It kills me how I cannot over come this. The smell of his skin lingeres on me like the smell of humna flesh touchign a mother birds egg. Charlie is doing her very best to keep my mind off of him and on other things. But I'm sorry to say but, it's just not enough for me. Nothign could ever replace Peter...I wake up screamign after seeign him in my dreams from the pain of just seeing his face. His face will pop up in my head like nothign else. But when I reach out to touch his face, he disapears leavign me crushed and bruised. I never knew how much love could hurt. "Honey, stop thinking abotu him. If he comes back, you know he loves you. If he doesn't well..." I turned my head to look at Charlie, btu she was all blury from the tears begining to form in my eyes. She shook her head and went off to clean her room some more. I look at my reflection in the plate and saw how ruffed up I looked. "I need to be stronger." I repeated to myself so that maybe the pain would go away. But it onyl made it worse. Soon it got so painful I threw the plate at the wall and screamed his name until Charlie cam running into the room and wrapped her arms around me and tried to comfort me or at least egt me to stop screaming by saying. "It's okay sugar, you'll be alright. Just shut your eyes and calm donw." I stopped and looked at her. "Charlie, he isn't comign back is he???" She looked at me and tried to think of something. Then looked at teh floor for a while. When our eyes met she said, "No darlin, I'm afraid he isn't." After that I shook from head to toe.

                               MONTH 2                                

Now, it is painful to walk or to even speak. I wonder alot, will he coem back??? Has he already foudn another woman??? Charlie always could tell what I was thinking about, btu she never spoke to me about it. Only gave me a sad look as if to say, "Darlin, please stop it." One night I caught myself hugging myself thinking it was him. It feels like it has been years since I have seen him. And waiting, I have to wait every day, all day and wonder. Where is he now??? I have stopped the crying btu I still hurt.

                                YEAR   1                                 

"Hey Charlie, how long has it been since we have seen that boy???" Charlie looked around for a moment in hesitation and said to me. "Darlin, you musn't worry about it okay???" I gave her a sharp look and shot back. "No, how long." "A year doll. He' gone. He's never comign back. He foudn someone else." I coudl tell it killed her to say that but, she did what she had to do. But, shockignly I had no tears to cry out. No sad feeling came upon me after that. All I felt was emptiness and shame. I knew now, all thsi time. I had been dreaming. I never had love, not even wiht...Peter. It has been so long since I have said that name. The ony thing was, I coudln't forget him because. I simply didn't want to. Charlie knew it as well as I did. I walked out of the lair and ran to our old home. The cave...it was dusty and filled with spiders. I pointed my finger and yelled. "Leave." And it was clean agian. Infact, it was exactly the way Peter and I had left it. Every thign was in it's place. Even Peter's things. I closed ym eyes knowing I couldn't let myself cry. But just teh thought of him leaving me the way he did haunted me. I coudn't help btu feelign sick when I pictured him wiht another girl. "We had so much. And he just left." "Wel, doll. That is the bad part of beign one of us. But you can always change you know." I ran to where Peter use to sleep and lied down. Then I found, his class ring. I slipped it on and screamed his name. Then it hit me, he is gone. He doesn't love me. He never did Phoebe. He is never comign back. He loves her, and not you so suck it up and deal with it. I hated to tell myself that but, we all knew it was true. My mother had always told me that I had to face the truth, and that I was always the worst at doign it. But now, I've got to admit. "Peter, does nto love Phoebe Ann Nickles. He has found another girl tha he loves. He never loved you Phoebe. And he never will." I told myself out loud. Charlie saw me and left at once knowing that I needed to be alone. But when he walked away I counted the steps that he took. He was the oynl one that I had ever loved...And now, he loved another girl

"Phoebe, darlgin!!! There's no use getting him back now. He;s dead." My heart stopped and I dropped to teh ground. Agian chockign, btu this tiem not on tears. I was chokign on real, hard, crushed love. I gasped for air as Charlie sat down next to me not knowing what to do. I spit out somethign red and stopped choking. "Is that...ew!!!" Charlie nodded her head and told me. "This onyl happens to broken hearted vampires. We don't need our hearts once they are broken so bti by bti we spit tehm out." I made an ugly face then ran to the tree. I pounded my fist on it till te dpoor collapsed. They still had the knife to Peter's head and blood was tricklign down his forehead. They were scalpign him slowly...and painfully. I picked up a chair and threw it at the man that was scalpign Peter and shouted. "Leave him alone!!!" Peter turned his head to look at me then grinned in a creepy manner. I grabbed him nd put him on my shoulder carrying him out of the tree and watched him change back to his self agian. He looked at me in confusion. I smiled, the hugged him. But he shoved me off of him. "Who are you???!!!" He shouted at me the stood up. "It's em Phoebe, remember me Peter???" He shook his head then began to walk away. Charlie knew what I was thinking. She grabbed my wrist and squeezed it till I fainted. When I woke up I was in the lair and Peter was all tied up n a table. "Peter!!!" I screamed as I jumped up and ran to him. He gave me a dirty look then looked away from me. Then he seemed to reconize me all the sudden. "Pho???" I nodded my head and smiled, I had my Peter back!!! But then he frowned. "Why did you do that to me fi you loved me???" I shrugged my shoulders then sat down in a chair next to the table. He looked at me like get me outta here!!! So I untied him then held his hand while smiling. He smiled in a forgivign way. Then drug me back to the cave and sat me down on teh table. I flinched not knowing what was going to happen. when he pulled out a knife I knew what eh was doing. He was goign to stab me and turn me back to human. But instead he cut his wrist and held it under my nose. Wiht not even 2 seconds later I was suckign teh blood out of him. He was turnign pail and hsi hair turned dark dark black and he had the same color of eyes. I shocked em hwo I changed to ym human form instead of pink hair and all that. He looked at me when I was done and grabbed my wrist, cuttign it also and bitting me. I did nto understand what eh was doing btu I just went wiht the flow. After he bit me he threw the knife across the cave and picked me up and over hsi shoulder. Then carried me to the lair. He set me down and told me to wait there. Then Charlie came out singing the song "Toxic." By Brittney Spears. I laughed and was socked when Peter came back. He was wearign hsi normal clothes btu some hwo looked different. He scared em when he woudln't talk. then I asked Charlie why he was actign this way. But she onyl said, "He has vampire fever." I didn't understand. So I asked agina and she said. "When a boy vampire bites a girl vampire he goes crazy even if he hates tht girl. It doesn't matter who it is as long as she has bitten him before." I shook my head and stuck out my tounge(why I have no idea) "So, he's like hipnotized right???" She nodded her head and walked over to him, slapping him as he shuddered. He went back to normal then walked over to me and slapped my face very hard knockign me off the couch. "Ow!!! Why wodul he do that Charlie!!!" She whispered in my ear, "He is insaine right now, not even sure if he loves you right now. He can't control himself. And he knows it is time." I looked at her in confusion and said a bti to loudly. "Time for what?!" She rolled her eyes as if toi say do you know nothign!!! "Time to pick who he will be wiht for the rest of his life." Then he ran otu of the lair. "Well why is he leaving???!!!" "Because, he has to leave to search for other vampire girls. If he doesn't coem back by next month he has chosen someone other then you." A single tear ran down my cheek from fear of him runnign off to another girl. Charlei wipped it away and shook her head in doubt thta he woudl come back. "Honey, I hve been waitign my whole life for my man to come back. But he can't. I had three men I loved. One was killed for goign back to the tree, the second chose another woman. And the third...simply left em to die." I wanted to cry but coudln't for I was far to scared. I wanted him to come back. i didn't want him to be gone for a month, let alone find another girl

I heard a crunchign noise, like the kidn you hear whiel your in teh woods and someone is following you. It scared em quite a bit, so I decided to tourn my head. And standing there herself was the vampire leader. She smiled and tilted her head. "Well hey there dearie." She spoke. I frowned and then sttod up, she saw teh big splotches of ice stuck to my face because she made a really sad face then said, "Oh honey!!!" the rushed over to me. She picked up my arm and burshed me off. She had tears in her eyes liek she wanted to cry btu was afraid to. When she was done I looked at her in confusion, we stayed a while just starrign at each other. Then she knew what I was wondering. "Um, I know what happened to you dearie. It has happened to me too. He left me, and I tried to save hm but they killed him too fast." I cringed. "They're going to kill him?!" She looked shocked and nodded her head. "Once they leave home and then come back, thye treat them well at first. Then scalp them." I covered my ears and screamed "NO!!!"  Tears ran out of the corners of my closed eyes and trickled down my cheeks into the corners of my mouth. Then, I felt her wrap her arm around me. She sung me a lullaby to calm me down but I screamed bloody murder all the way through it knowing Peter was going to die. Soon enough I opened the door to the tree wiht a large stick, when I looked in. They had Peter in a chair, he was all tied up. He looked scared. Then the big blac man raised his hachet, "NO!!!!" I tears blinded me, every thign was all fuzzy lookign. I covered my eyes as I heard a loud WHACK!!! Then without even opening my eyes, I coudl tell Peter was dead. Then I heard the slammign of the door. The leader picked me up and carried me on her shoulder back to the lair. I squirmed the whole time, screamign in her ear to let me go get Peter. She was crying too, she knew how I felt. And it brang back how she felt. She stroked my back huming to me and tellign me it was okay. But i was far to smart to know, nothing at all was indeed "okay". When she threw me on the couch I lost my breath and choked from all the water runnign down my face and into my mouth. My heart, was litterally crushing. I felt real and actual pain, my head throbbed along wiht my heart beat and my vains. I began to suffocate myself wiht my tears, chockign myself. I gasped for air and reached for the sky gagging out the last words I coudl make out. "Peter!" Then I felt a sharp pain in my neck. I knew the leader had bitten me, she saved y life. She took me to her room and gave me some warm clothing to dress in. For all I was wearign was a tank top and shorts. I ran to the woods wiht the leader tht I had chozen to call Charlie. After all she had said tht was her "real" name. gtg take a shower byee!!!

I smiled at him but he frowned at me. My smile faded as soon as I saw he wasn't joking. He turned around and walked away, "Peter! Where are you going!!!"   He turned to me and had a scary look on his face. "Home." Then turned around and headed for the woods. And of course I ran after him hoping he would stop and realized that he was being far to silly. But he kept walking, he walked till he got deep in the woods. Then he looked left to right as looking to see if anyone was watching, I guess he had forgotten about me. I cried as I watched him open the door that was built into the wall. I knew where he was going, he was going "home". Tears ran down my face as I rushed to him. "Peter!!!" My voice shook as I watched him start to change. His hair grew long and his lip piercing came back. His clothes turned black and long dress chains appeared on his clothes. He turned to me and put his hand up as if to halt me. I stopped, and watched Peter turn back to his mob. He opened the door wide and I could hear the sound of people yelling and screaming and gun shots. He took one last look at me as if to say goodbye. Then disappeared into the tree. My tears began to freeze on my cheek as summer went straight to winter in less than a minute. Next thing I knew I was running to the tree and banging on the door screaming, "I want Peter back!!!" I didn't stop until the door opened. A large black man opened the door and looked at me head to toe. Then grabbed my arm violently and drug me into the strange world. "Lookie lookie what we have here!!!" Immediately every one looked up at me. I looked for Peter and soon found him with a bunch of other men. He looked horrid, why did he ever come back??? The man drug me into a room yelling some one's that was named "Snake." He strapped me onto a table and let in a man. The man turned around-"Peter?!" He shook his head and asked the man what to do with me. "Make her one of us." The black man walked out of the room and left the rest to Peter. Peter picked up a piercing gun and held it to my face. He put it on my lip and clicked it. It scared me and was very painful. He made two piercings in my lower lip, the took out some black dye. He grabbed my head and pulled it under and sink. He knocked me out with a big metal pole. When I woke up he pulled me to the mirror. I had black short had, two "snake bites", black clothes, and black make-up. I was totally gothified!!! My eyes were even black!!! Then Peter lifted me by my arm from the seat and lead me outside the room to the party room then shoved me into a chair. After that he sat next to me and starred at me for a long while. "Peter? Do you remember me?" He starred at me as if he couldn't understand what I was saying to him. Then he answered me. "No." My heart literally stopped beating after that. Tears fell down to the floor and made a puddle. He starred at me as if he couldn't under stand why I was crying so rapidly. Then he placed his arm around me. It was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. My love had forgotten who I was. He couldn't remember anything that happened when I was a vampire. I whimpered under my tears and my stuff nose. "How, can you not remember...me?" He looked around and had nothing to say to me. He looked, acted, and did different things. He wasn't the same. He looked around nervously as people started to stare. Then grabbed my wrist and pulled me to a different room. "What are you doing? I would've remembered you." That made me cry even harder. "No, no you don't. You came back here and forgot every thing!" He looked at me solemnly and then told me. "You need to leave. And never come back. Forget everything that we had I guess. I don't remember you. Not at all. If I've forgotten over this time then you need to too." I shook my head and told him. "No,no!!! We were together for years!!! You changed a few hours ago!!!" He looked at me frowned. Then grabbed me and threw me out of the strange world. When I fell out I was covered in snow and looked as I use to before he changed me. I curled up in a ball in the snow and let my face fill with ice from my tears. I couldn't believe any of this was happening to me. Then with all the breath I had left I pathetically  whispered to myself. "I love you Peter..."

No way could've I dont that to him. I jumped on teh couch and screamed till my voice had died. All teh other vampires when I opened my eyes had formed a cirlce around me wiht their heads turned down facing me. They all had their eyes wide open and their fangs out. It scared me for a minute, but then I got use to it. I sat up and then stood on my feet scared to go back to see the bloody mess i made of Peter. In the next moment I found myself and along wiht the rest of them layign down to "sleep" I slept ont eh couch and woke up early in teh mornign to make sure non of them had gone to get Peter. But nope, all of them were eating or sleeping. So while they were busy I ran back to my cave. There laied bloody Peter, hsi bloody face, bloody every thing!! He moved painfully to his back, he groaned then opened his eyes to me hoverign over him. He was very startled btu didn't say a word. Just quickly arose to hsi feet and went straight for a mirror. "I look horrid!!! What have you done to me you monster!!!???" I stammered for a moment then responded. "I lost my temper???" He rolled hsi eyes and threw hsi hands in the air. "Lost your "temper"???" He was in rage then threw hsi hands on my shoulders and shook me like an earthquake. I was paralized, he actually bent over and bit me on the neck. I screamed in surprise in hwo much it hurt. When I looked at his mouth he had fangs draw and red eyes. I screamed and tried to undo his grip on me."Peter!!!! Let go of me this instant!!!" I yelled in his ear so loud he threw me across the cave and into a pointed rock. I got up and ran outside with Peter right on my tail. I felt a sharp pain in my back then woke up to find the same knife I had carved "mixedblood" inot his arm wiht stabbed straight through my bak and stickign out my stomach. I whimpered and cried wonderign where he was, is he going to hurt me agian???  Then outta no where Peter jumps infront of me. "AHHH!!!" He covered my mouth and kised my forehead. "Look, Phoebe, I'm so very sorry about what happened last ngiht. I just lost- Uh" I screamed as red dark blood rolled out of his stomach. When he fell over the leader vampire stood there wihta bloody sword and a smirk on her face that soon turned to a frown. "Whyy did you do thast!! I loved him!!!" She rolled her eyes and looked at me "Honey, please. He did this to you correct." I nodded my head and she kept talkign "What I thought, well honey we saed him. Once a vampire is stabbed wiht metal they become human. Dont you knwo this??? And now you two can live ahppily ever after czu ur both human. Get it now princess???" I ran to the mirror and saw that I looked like myself agian. I rushed back over to Peter. His red hair faded and turned back to black. I smiled and jerked out the knife that was stabbed through me. Peter cringed at the sight of that btu then stood up.

"I wouldn't say I'm inlove wiht you." "But that's what you said!!!" I looked around for an excuse to leave the subject. "So uh, you're a vampire by tonight." Peter frowned and turned away from me attemptign to leave me. "Peter!" "Shut up you stupid vampire!!!" Whne he said that I just went biserck. "I'm not stupid! Nor are vampires!!!" "You look pretty stupid to me!!!" In the ne4xt moment I foudn myself runnign after him abnd grabbing him my his throught and then throwing him back over my shoulder. I heard him crash and then groan in pain, I turned around and sat upon his chest. I bent his legs down and held down his arms. I could feel my fangs comign out, I figured me changing infront of him woudl be pretty scary. But after I did, I went wild and couldn't control myself at all. I bent down to his arms wiht a knife(which I have no idea of where it came from) and carved "Mixedblood." in his arm, after all that is what he was, he was a mixedblood. A mixedblood is person in whom was bitten by another vampire or a person whom was human and had vampire parents. Or was a vampire wiht no vampire parents. I could hear his screams in my head, it terrified me. "How dare you call us vampires STUPID!!!" I coudln't believe what I was doing, after carvign the words into his arms I drew my mouth over to the same wrist and bit him as hard as I could. Blood was runnign out of his wrist and he was screaming as loud as possible. Screamign to me, "I'm sorry!!! I didn't mean too!!!" And I can't even put his screaming into words, the rest I do not want to tell you because it is far to horrible to explain. Just me sayign it will haunt your soul. But I will tell you that I had the guts to ask him, "Wanna say it agian???" "No, no no no." Then I picked him up and carried him back to teh cave, I set him donw in his sleepign spot and hten kissed hsi forehead. After I left I heaed straight to the vampire lair. "You!!! What si happenign to me!!!" The leader onyl responded. "Me??? I have done nothing, the vinome??? It has done much, next time you know it you'll be laying ontop of that boy threatening to take his life for sayign the silliest of all things. We saw, every thign you did to him out there. Even when you took that rock and bashed hsi head into it till he was knocked out and had lost nearly all the blood in hsi body." "No, no no no no no no no no no!!! I don't want to hear it!!!" I screamed as I covered my ears